Sometimes you just have to be the one who gets things started. Its not that you have to do everything yourself. But people, being people, will naturally laze around until the see someone else doing a job. And because they don't want you to mess it up, or they think that they can do a better job, they finally get up and do something about it. However there is one question I want to ask.

Does it mean that everything that you did up to the point they took over was a waste of time and effort?
I would like to think that the answer would be a solid 'NO'. But many people would think that since none of my 'ideas' or 'contributions' were actually used, it would mean that I did not do any work. Similar to the scientific idea that if there is no change or reaction, no work has been done. But I could also say that I was the one that sparked off proper discussions and got the group moving and planning. Oh well..

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What am I? One who sets his words Into proper structure Fearful to let it tumble out But out it tumbles anyway What can you do? You were sitting, oh so pretty And I asked, As if I needed an answer "Can I kiss you?" I should have kissed you The way I used to The way you liked it But instead, it was tense Like the first time Desire longing to be put into action But you were quiet With your porcelain mask inviting as always How could I turn it down? It would have been rude And so insensitive You always needed to be adored	I feel responsible Because I was the first Did I transform you? Did I tempt you And whet your appetite for more? I gave you a drug And you wanted another hit Thats the way you were Impulsive Emotional Dynamic You were my outward expression You were like me Unrestricted Carefree Careless So I try to fill that vacuum With every thing imaginable I feel like I missed the prize Could I try again? I did I failed
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